so after i walked away from Nina, Nila & Ena wanting to go home..
bcos they’re goin eastpoint & i wasnt.
as i passed by cafe 1.
i heard some singing:
“kecik kecik.. aje…” (so small small..)
“cute cute.. aje…” (so cute cute..)
*wishing i could record my voice & demo to u*
i whipped around to c who it was directed to.
& to my horror.
it was THAT guy again.
i never blogger bou him b4 rites.
bcos i wasnt disturbed so much. (limit2, he onie disturbs within reach, so i was safe..)
i MUST blog bout it.
cos i was traumatised & not just disturbed.
(yea. well. u arent me. u dunno hw it was)
lemme describe him to u:
-quite well built.
-fucking rowdy & annoying.
-dunno his name. neither do i wanna find out!! ack!
so i walked all the more quickly towards bustop.
heng arhh.. got ppl around..
was what i thought.
never knew i could ever be so wrong in my life
then that person sang again…
(i never felt even more cartoon in my life lah. the way i walked..
like ant scuttling away from danger ok)
so i sat in between some guy & another girl..
(& left a big space on both my sides wtf. i shd have moved right beside the girl)
so i felt somebody sitting beside me.. but his back facing the road
(we’re at a bustop, rembr?)
whereas me, as a normal person.. sat facing the road, naturally.
lemme tell u tis once & for all;
some things bout me especially.
i have a certain dislike for random mats especially.
im pretty anti social towards these random Hearty Mats (HMs) especially.
im only crazy & carefree with ppl whom i know.
& therefore from these 3 pts, u can conclude that i am naturally anti social.
or watever some ppl say: arrogant. (which i disagree. its called bein careful with strangers)
so yes. back on the set:
then tis Hearty Mat (HM) started singing another malay song.
(i dont listen to mlayu songs. so i dunno wat isit.)
then another guy sat on my right. wtf.
which turned out to be his Hearty Mat Friend (HMF)
HM: “eh, pompan kau eh?”
HMF: “tak ah. aku tak knl pn.”
HM: *leans back so he can see past my hair to my face WTF* “hiii…”
asfa: “…………..” *keeps staring at distant bushes as if nvr hear*
(nw i come to tink of it. WTF, WHY DIDNT I WEAR MY EARPIECE!!!)
HM: “name sape…”
asfa: “………………” *keeps staring at the bushes hard enuf to start a forest fire*
-gal at the far right moves away to go to her bf at the staircase-
*asfa quickly moves to her seat*
HM: “eh eh. sombong nye…” (ok. tt was really extremely bollywood style on my part, BUT WTFFFFFF ok.!)
-out of nowhere-
Heart Mat’s Friend # 2 [HMF2] (a total 100% matrep smoking, wearing white T & fade blue skinny jeans) came infront of my view
[blocking my concentration on the bushes.]
HMF2: “beauty therapy wadpe ah…?”
asfa: *considers 4 a moment whth to answ or ignore, since it seemed pretty innocent a qn, i answered*
HMF2: “eh? make up camne tu?”
HM: “tnye die name die ape..”
asfa: “tsk. asal nk tau?”
HM: “nak buat kawan je…” *moves closer beside me* KIMAAAAAAKKK!!!
i felt so harassed ok!!! WHY WERENT THE OTHER KIDS AT THE BUSTOP HELPING ME???!!!! wtf.
I HATE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS PPL. )))): they wre just watchin on!
HMF2: “make up camne?” *takes a puff on his cigg*
asfa: “……. tsk. mcm… wedding tu sume uh..”
HMF2:” ohh… nk tau jgk knape name die ‘beauty therapy’ kan.. asl tk ‘ugly’ therapy ke”
WTF. IS HE TRYING TO SAY IM UGLY.
go shave ur buluz lah asshole.
(but really lah!! AM I UGLY?????? T_T)
HMF (the original friend first2) went infront of me & gave me what he prolly thot was a friendly smile. -_____-“
& so i was trapped.
HM on my left,
HMF & that HMF2 standing infr of me..
& another dude bhind me.
i was getting so scared siak..
then HMF2 said..
HMF2: ” mcm busy ngn hp…”
HM: “hp model ape uh..//umur brape..//name ape..//lek ah… //ckit2 je nk bilang matair..”
HMF2: “jgn lah sombong2.. kite sume kan sdare islam, mesti ketatkan silaturrahim”
(knnccb. MCM PAHAM.)
HMF2:”ni mcm anti social je..” (dah tau beh still disturbing WHY???!!)
then the HMF moved infr of HM, blocking HM while doin so & kena push away “tepi lah”
it was sooooooo hot a day…
i kena trapped like tt….
most girls would be flattered..
i, instead, was fucking trembling..
“asl eh diam… pasrah eh..?”
“TK LA. DA BYE. nk g canteen”
HM: “mane ader canteen” *smiling meanly amusedly*
(well yea, in my confused & scared state of mind.. i forgot we all call it cafe wtf. WAT A BIG DIFF SIAK. -_-“)
catch the sarcasm?
“ader lah” *walks away quickly up the stairs wanting to find nina, ena, nila*
from behind i heard them call
“kecik… sini uh! ape sey”
ok. the reason im so scared:
-im not bitchy & like attention.
-i was trapped.
-they were kinda leering.
-they wre giants (fucking well built lah. not to a point of MY admiration bcos he mat rep)
-mainly cos i dun like THAT kind of attention. -___-“
anyway. otw up to school (again, after walking away from them)
i called nila (with trembling hands)
asfa (trembly voice): “nila! where u guys?”
nila: “we at the gate”
asfa: “g-g-gate? wat gate? which gate??”
nila: “the gate at bus # 2 there..”
asfa: “oh! k! wait for me!”
nila (concerned tinking smtg horrible hpnd to me): “why?? wat hpned??”
asfa: “later i tell u, bye!” *click*
nila all rushed back to school…
cos they thot im in trouble
(in which they dun c it tt way, bcos god noes they’re very experience with these kinda ting alrd.. im such a noob. but i prefer it tt way!!)
they wre takin bus..
but seeing my white expression & considering i was still tremblin,
they accompanied me till my bus came..
so thats my fairytale for today.
i was surrounded & really scared.
i dont like it. ):
so BYE! ^^
*dun tawk to strangers. tts wat mama always said*
p/s: outs wit Dum2 was fun ((: pix up soon yeah.